| Monday, March 30, 2009 |
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So today we had a home game. We made a big comeback in the second half, but we still lost. It's okay because we did great. I'm very proud of our team :) And I MADE A GOAL WOOOOOOT :D
Then, Jason and I went running. It was nice and relaxing...until my stomach was growling like CRAZY. So, we headed over to the bowie town center to eat SUUUUBWAYYYY :]
Well, I THOUGHT today was a good day, but I'm not really sure anymore. I became close with the YG and then I find out that most are moving soon. Yeah, I know it's life and of course we all change especially after high school- maturing and such. I'm not complaining about that part. But I'm depressed just by the thought of not being able to see my best friends on a regular daily basis anymore. I don't know... I guess they're happy they're going their own ways. I'M happy for them too. Just.. it doesn't really seem like they care about what they're leaving behind. who they're leaving behind. I shouldn't think about it, I'm trying not to. It's hard.
...I just don't want three years to come. at all. |
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| Tuesday, March 24, 2009 |
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Wow..where to start? So, lately I feel that my life's been so much happier, but somehow at the same time, I feel detached. I'm not really sure what it is, to be honest. I mean, all my close friends that I was drifting apart from.. we found our connection again. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad! Everything should be and is going well... I hope.
There are many things I'm confused about right now, but I'm afraid to question it and find the out truth. I'm trying to not let get it to me, but it just happens to do so. My feelings about and for people haven't changed, but has theirs? Then, there's my mother, whose constantly criticizing me - whether it's my appearance or just the things I enjoy to do. Is it so hard to show some encouragement or support? What's with the negative aura? People are puzzling... heck, I'M puzzling myself. Sometimes I lay in bed, deep in thoughts, wondering if this is the true me. I'm not so sure myself. Am I associating with the right or wrong crowd? Who ARE my true friends? I've been deceived too many times and yet I still can't tell apart what's good from bad. What's better for me, my present, my future?
I feel like my childhood and teenage years have been deprived. I'm in my house majority of the time...not that it's a bad thing.. but I want to be able to explore more. I want to take a risk- take a chance. Live life to its fullest. |
| Slid down the rainbow at 11:05 PM |
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| Monday, March 23, 2009 |
| Just the beginning. |
| So, I had a blog before... but I stopped using it. I guess I decided to make a new one just to pour out my thoughts. Good idea, no? Eh, I don't know lol. Either way... this is still pretty exciting hehe. |
| Slid down the rainbow at 11:58 PM |
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